It's been a difficult day. I'm fighting all kinds of emotions and quite frankly just plain sin: depression, anxiety, resentment, playing the victim. But literally at the end of the day, I can say that I have peace. I have always found comfort in God's sovereignty in all things. He loves me and my sweet Hannah and has a plan that as it is worked out, we won't understand everything that He is doing; but, when we are looking backward, we will see clearly. The Bible says that now we see through the window darkly, but one day we will see clearly. I am thankful that He isn't allowing us to hold on too tightly to this world. I'm still far from where Paul was...but by God's grace I will progressively look heavenward for my happiness and Hannah's fully glorified body and soul.