Tomorrow's the first day

Tomorrow we go to Brain Balance of Golden, CO for Hannah's first assessment. She is severe and we do not expect her to be able to complete the assessment. The folks at BB will give us exercises to do with her at home for three months at which time we will go back to see if there was any improvement. We are cautiously optimistic about BB for Hannah. We have put her in so many therapies/programs. Everything has helped a little, but nothing has given her remarkable progress. She is very disengaged these days. She is in her own world, making colorful plastic shoebox tops her obsession. I admit that I am very depressed. Sometimes, I think I don't want to live if I have to watch my child "die". But I keep hoping...